Community College and Writing

I struggle with what this blog should look like. What is worth writing about? What is worth sharing about? In my experience, secular authors write more about the emotions and deeply horrible things of life, while Christians try to find some root meaning and then put a positive spin on it. I’m not ready to say either one is bad, though I’ve definitely taken notes from secular artists. (Plus, the fact that I have never been one to shy away from subjects people often avoid…)

For example, this past semester, I was published in my community college’s yearly book of writings and art. There was a ceremony in which all the authors and artists were invited to read or tell about their work. I was actually shocked at how graphic some of the artists got. They were portraying the raw side of life and often a very free morally view of living. No cuss words were left out in these explanations, either. Not things you would want a kid to hear. This kind of expression shocked (who am I kidding- it still shocks me) because it was not what I experienced growing up.

I look into the eyes of these people, though. My professor; my fellow tutor; my fellow student. What I find there is a hurt and emptiness. Cuss words aren’t the problem. Finding satisfaction in another person is not the problem. Focusing on the negative feelings is not the problem. In fact, they as a person are not a problem to be fixed. Instead, they are a person to get to know.

The issue is actually one of the heart. Someone could cuss and do drugs and be closer to a relationship with Jesus than someone who has lived the model “Christian life.” Or, they could have a relationship with God and are just still breaking chains and habits.

Being at community college has shattered my view of what it means to be a Christian. I was homeschooled and was a part of a fairly Christian co-op and my church before college. If I’m being honest, being at a secular institution scared me to death at first. But I have learned a lot since then and love where I am. People there don’t put on faces. At least not nearly as much as those in Christian groups tend to. They are what they are and they’re not usually ashamed of it. But the thing is, I’ve also found that they also leave space for others to be who they are.  Thankfully, I’ve found people also leave space for mistakes and learning! An awful lot of people who don’t know Jesus give grace so well. This challenges me. My life should be a clear picture of love and grace because of Jesus. Yet, there are plenty of times when it feels like I’m being outdone in this area by someone who has not experienced His love and grace. (Which is one thing I love about the Church when it’s working properly. We are challenged and encouraged as we watch each other live for God.) It really is a great motivation to live right when you are doing life with people who could see God’s love and grace at work in you. The thing about being at a college with a bunch of people who don’t claim the name of Christ, learning subjects like biology from a professor who does not honor God, is that you have to know what you believe, why you believe it, and how it effects your day-to-day life.

So what is worth writing about? That really depends, which is part of the reason I go back and forth on the answer. (And is part of the reason why my topics vary so much!) It’s important to be able to write something that is not clearly Christian-based, because being a skillful writer who is knowledgeable about many subjects is important when building report with people who may not know Jesus. But encouraging fellow Christians by reminding them of God’s Word is also a thing of great value. God’s Word never returns void and is a powerful weapon. So who am I writing to and for on this blog? Probably fellow Christians. Though I dearly hope that these posts may be used to help someone who doesn’t have a relationship with Jesus to understand how much they are loved by God.

Instant Spirituality

We Americans tend to be a people addicted to instant results. Smartphones with data answer every little question we have in just a few seconds. Restaurants offer ready made dinner to customers. Microwaves heat up food in a fraction of the time an oven would take. Social media provides instant access to contacting a friend or catching up on their life. Yet, some of the most important things in life take more time and patience.

Doing something as quick as possible can drain the fun out of it and often, when I take the fast-track to get a result or answer, it doesn’t mean as much to me. I’m more prone to be dissatisfied with my accomplishment or even forget the question I was seeking an answer to! Quick just does not make as big of an impact.

Maybe that is why Jesus said, “Other seeds fell on rocky ground, where they did not have much soil, and immediately they sprang up, since they had no depth of soil, but when the sun rose they were scorched. And since they had no root, they withered away” (Matthew 13:5-6).

Jesus’ disciples were confused by the parable that these verses are a part of, so there is actually an explanation of exactly what it means!

“As for what was sown on rocky ground, this is the one who hears the word and immediately receives it with joy, yet he has no root in himself, but endures for a while, and when tribulation or persecution arises on account of the word, immediately he falls away” (Matthew 13:20-21).

What strikes me is the word “immediate.” This person’s decisions are made in the moment. They immediately receive the Gospel with joy, which you would think was a good thing. Yet later, he immediately falls away.

Our instant culture has trained us to think immediate results are a good thing. Here we see that they fall short, though. When a habit, skill, or way of thinking is not given a good foundation of understanding and time to grow slowly, it will likely disappear just as quickly as it appeared. Over time we become who we are. Over time faith becomes part of who we are at our core. Nothing can replace the role that God has given time in our sanctification. Consistently saturating our mind with the Word and spending time in community will bring about lasting change.

29. St. Valentine’s Day

Valentine’s Day is right around the corner. But you already knew that. The evidence is everywhere! Long before all this commercialism, the entire month of February was known as a month of love. In fact, it has quite the complicated history. The current holiday is the Christian version of a pagan holiday which first world citizens would find a little crude.

I like Valentine’s Day. As a homeschooler, I wasn’t surrounded by couples (or people, usually..) so it wasn’t even that big of a deal. It has proven to make my birthday month that much more pink, purple, and flowery, though. Yay for beating those winter blues!

For being a celebration of love, Valentine’s Day brings depression to a number of people. Yes, it is generally advertised and thought of as a day you celebrate with your significant other, but that doesn’t have to be the case. What if we all saw it as a day to simply love the people around us?

Last February, in Biology lab, a quartet came into the room and sang to my teacher. It was soo sweet and while it did embarrass my teacher, I’d say it made everyone’s day who experienced it. My teacher’s husband had set up the surprise. After seeing how happy it made her, I regretted not having thought of something to give her.

As Christians we are to be known for our love, and even on Valentine’s Day we should be the ones most strongly portraying the love mapped out to us in 1 Corinthians 13.

“Love is patient and kind;

love does not envy or boast;

it is not arrogant or rude.

It does not insist on its own way;

it is not irritable or resentful;

it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices in the truth.

Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.”

(1 Corinthians 13:4-7)

All actions of love have those motives at heart. We can be creative with how we work out how to specifically show love.

An unexpected letter arrived in the mail for me a few days ago. It completely made my day. While there are so, so many creative ways that you can show love to those around you, I’d like to suggest that we all place a few letters in the mail this month. Let’s flood the post office! There is nothing quite like getting a letter of encouragement from a friend or family member. And hey, you’ll get to practice your handwriting!

How do you celebrate Valentine’s Day? What are some creative ways you like to show love?


25. BBC’s Sense and Sensibility

First things first, I have decided to take the plunge. Having a set schedule for posting material is recommended for bloggers. Seeing as I have the coming semester off, why not set up a specific time to post? So every Thursday there will be a post.

Now, on onto the meat, I watched the BBC episodes of Sense and Sensibility with my neighbor a few weeks ago. The film(s) definitely made an impact. Every part- from the storyline, cast, and camera angles- works to create a film experience worthy of the three hours invested. You’ll find mystery, romance, adventure, culture, history, morals, and laughs! What more could you want from a film?

Elinor’s patience and self-control inspires me, while the comparison of Marianne’s blatant actions drives the point home. At the same time, though, Marianne brings a touch of beauty and innocence to every part of the film while showing quite dramatically that love must first die to be realistic and valuable.

Love has self-control and patience for the good of the beloved. Pressure in these ways will make the bond of love so much stronger if the person has the character to contain such love. Marianne must learn these lessons before entering into a serious relationship.

Another thing that stuck out to me was how often silence was spoken. It added mystery and suspense. Maybe there is something to be said for not laying everything out there. Marianne was the one who spoke the most, we must remember.

I don’t usually write out reviews for entertainment but this one was quite moving. BBC proves again and again that they are most excellent at creating a good story on film. A Sharp eye for lessons to be learned and views insenuated keeps many movies off my recommended list. This one makes the list, just be prepared to fast forward through the first few minutes of the first episode.

How do you judge film as good? Do you think every movie and show should teach morals?

24. Resolutions and Newness

Here comes 2016! It’s time once again to dream up what we want our lives to look like in the coming year and make resolutions that will get us there. I’m actually one of the people who doesn’t generally make a resolution December 31st. Highly critical of the practice over here.

See there’s one little problem: New Years resolutions have a knack for fading away by the time February 1st comes around.

Why is it that it’s so hard to stick with the changes that were vowed so wishfully the last day of the year?

“Dream” may be the key word here. You can be anything in the future. Changing yourself is much harder in the moment; some would argue that it’s impossible.

There’s one thing I know for sure as I walk into 2016. That is that God is for me, loves me, and with my surrender will bring the right change in my life.

Every day, every minute, is a chance to make a change and when you’re walking with Jesus, things have a way of changing every single day. It’s not even so much the patterns and habits that change, at least at first. Emotions and thoughts change, adding a new levels to life, making it new.

All things made new by our Creator.

Living in God’s grace to a fuller extent in the coming year sounds like a wonderful New Years resolution to me! Ask God to open your eyes and ears to His direction and grace in this coming year. It might turn out to be the best year yet, all because you got to know Jesus, your relentless lover, in a deeper way.

4. Shalom

This word is pretty neat. You may have heard that shalom is a Hebrew word that means peace, but there is a lot more background to the meaning. In the Bible the word was used to describe many things. From completeness in number; safety and soundness of body; welfare, health, and prosperity; peace, quiet, tranquility, and contentment; and peace in friendship, peace with God, and peace from war. ( From a Jewish perspective it is perfection. The description sounds a lot like Heaven.

Currently, “shalom” is still spoken by the Israelis. They use it as a greeting and a farewell; instead of saying, “Hello” or “Goodbye”, they say, “Shalom.” It is considered a blessing.

How interesting that the Israelis decided to use it as a greeting and farewell because that references John 14:27. (Jews don’t believe the NT is Scripture or that Jesus was the Son of God.) In that verse, Jesus is talking to the disciples at the last supper and is referring to Himself and the Holy Spirit as He says, “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.” In that verse, “peace” was translated from “shalom.”

Peace, or Shalom, is one of the virtues most valued and sought after by the Jewish community. Many places in the Bible peace is highly encouraged and quarreling is admonished. “And the Lord’s servant must not be quarrelsome but kind to everyone, able to teach, patiently enduring evil.” (2 Timothy 2:24) “If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone.” (Romans 12:18) The man who wrote those words, Paul, surely had reason not to be at peace, and yet, he was.

Jesus is our shalom. By Him, we can experience it here on earth, just not all that it entails. (This is just the conclusion I came to. Would enjoy hearing your opinion!)
I just might add a Hebrew word to my vocabulary! Shalom, my friend!